I just had the biggest outburst yet. I fucked Lars like nobody's business in the middle of the night. I never thought this day would come and it may have bad consequences but I don’t bloody care I just had to give him a piece of my mind. You know about the checklist where I crossed and put “Don’t Fucking Bother!”? Almost two weeks later then he queried me as to why I did that. OH MY GOD I WAS SO ANGRY BEYOND ANGRY!!! I started shooting my mouth off and gave him a dress down. I really shouted at his face and fucked him and probably the whole building could hear me. I just so wanted to punch his face or throw the water that I was boiling at that time. I guess he didn’t think I was capable of blowing my top. I can look meek, gentle, nice, weak whatever, but don’t ever fucking mess with me. I would have used all the Hokkien expletives I know if I could. I think he was kinda scared of me. He was trying to sound angry and used the word fuck occasionally but it was without any aplomb or oomph, you know what I mean. I so wanted to laugh. Such a loser. KENTALAN BABI. And then as always he tries to blame other people for his mistakes, his previous housemates, and me! Wah lao that made me even angry I tell you! Kanina chao cheebye!!! And I know he won’t ever learn or realise his mistakes. I’m glad Daisy was there to witness all the drama. But she didn’t “contribute” much. She was just trying her best to control her laughter. Haha what a bitch. I just came back from an exhausting day at work. I really don’t know where I got that energy to fuck him. I could have lasted longer if I wasn’t that tired. And I know it’s the fasting month and I’m supposed to be respect it but I just can’t stand it anymore. Dear God please forgive me and give me strength…