Bad Deja Vu

This is a complain post. A blardy long post where im gonna complain about a certain imbecile.

I'm not sure if it's just me, or i'm just destined to work with Malays (yes, Malays, my own race, and i'm truly ashamed), wherever i may be in any part of the world. I'm not saying all but i always ended up with Malays who are so 'yaya papaya' but are in fact just empty vessels.

I'm doing this subject called International And Electronic Business and we have this project that needs to be done in a group. The guy i'm doing with is from Malaysia so naturally we just decided to do together since the normal thing i would say here is Asians stick with Asians, ang mohs with ang mohs. It's sad, but it's true. And guess what? If that wasn't sucky enough, we are the only group that has 2 members whereas the rest have 3 members. So this Yaya (let's just call him this, it rhymes with his name anyway) was like talking to me about him doing a Bachelor in Advertising and spending his 1st two years of his uni back in Malaysia and his last year here in Brisbane etc.

Things got off to a pretty good start and i thought we would work well together and have a good time doing the project. He then started yakking and boasting about how he has made more friends in the last semester than in the last two years he was in Malaysia and that he is like a social network advocater who introduces people he meets to other people who he has already met. He told me about his ex girlfriend he had in the last semester who's a Malaysian as well but broke up recently after he came back from his home country for a visit because of some rumours circulating that he had an affair when he left Brisbane for that short period of time and those friends he introduced to his ex are actually on her side and not his. What the fuck?! Honestly i don't give a FUCK, FuckHead! I only got to know you for less than an hour and you're telling me all this bull? I don't give a shit! Seriously with what you have told me within that span of an hour, i can't imagine how many 'friends' you claim you have.

There's more.... He was saying about his housemate who's taking masters degree now and how old he is. I thought the housemate was like 30 or something but he's only 24 lah! Eh hello, doing your masters at 24 is not old dimwit. And then i told him im 23 and he was like, oh that's quite old. And so i thought maybe he was like below 20 (i think i look younger than him just fyi), but he's 21 and he was like acting like being 21 is 'not old'! Nonsense sial! Eh bodoh, if you think you're young, take a good look around, the aussies here in uni are like 17-19 ok. And i was telling him how pathetic we NS men were paid every month while in service, but he retorted that the amount we are paid per month is about the total amount they are paid to serve NS in Malaysia. Eh son of a bitch, the total duration of your lame NS stint is 3 fucking months compared to us 2 years and your training is nothing compared to ours. And for your info, he didnt serve NS.

Oh and then he was telling me how he was doing so well in uni when he was in Malaysia staying alone while his parents were away on a business trip in Jakarta, and that he didnt so well last semester here in Brisbane because he got homesick so he went back during the semester break. What a FUCKING LOSER! GO SUCK A DICK LAH!

As I mentioned earlier, about me not able to work with Malays, it happened back in poly. Twice in fact. Once i was to do a project with this Malay guy for my Mandarin subject but he decided to drop the subject midway. And then i did an assignment for my Creative Writing subject with a Malay guy too, who is actually my secondary school friend. I did all the work on top of rushing for other assignments, he screwed up the presentation, we didnt get a good review for it and eventually pulled down my final grade.

And now I just have this feeling it's happening all over again, like a deja vu. My grade is at stake here. I cant let an idiot pull down my marks again. I'm in uni now for goodness sake. Oh God what have i done wrong to deserve this? I know i've sinned but i don't think my sins are that great to always have this happening over and over again...

Well here's a picture to lighten me up a bit.

We are at this cafe in the city called Shingle Inn. Just love the sound of it. From clockwise, Rizzy me, Patrick (Spore), Corinna (Germany) and Anna (Germany).